I am jealous and feel pity to see my friends having a dad. I feel that I am not secure everyday. I miss my dad very much. I keep praying that even in my dreams he will hug me, talk to me but until now I cannot feel his presence in my dream. Maybe or just a coincidence that my boyfriend is older than me. I want to have a father image that feels me secure. But having no father is not the cause of being unhappy.
February 25 is the birthday of my late dad. Eight days after his birthday he died, the next month thats March 12 its the birthday of my mom.Very painful to us knowing that we grew up too dependent to him. I know God has a plan to us...... Just keep trusting on Him/......
